my previous post has magically disapeared after clicking delete. it was rubbish. good to write some rubbish sometimes just to see it in plain text to know what it is. there were grains of those words which are true and fair. i am better to look at the reasons i would go. i would go because it is a place i love. because travolta was a good friend to me and a gentleman and because he showed me orcas. i would go because life is too precious to let little things stop us. i would go because i haven't seen the ocean in years now. i would go because the first time i saw the ocean i was in a cab with travolta and suddenly the ocean was there and i asked the cab driver to let us out there not knowing where we were and we both got out and ran in. i would go because i have not gone in a long time. because good people are rare and i love smiling at an old friend.