this week has been filled with nice things. the piano came and i began lessons and practicing everyday. work has begun to pick up. and i made a new friend. and it's so nice. there is something very enjoyable about the companionship of someone new. you're not used to their words and it is nice falling in step with someone. it's nice to check the weather forecast at 5:30 in the morning to plan a day to go to the dogpark together. it's nice to drive back from a family dinner which you attend solo (all the while feeling solo though you don't normally) to sit on the porch with your new friend. to sit on the piano bench with your new friend and be at ease the way you couldn't be with some of your old friends, though you know he is talented. and to laugh in delight at the sound of the doogie howser theme song coming from the piano in an informal lesson.
maybe i will erase this post but i just wanted to say that it's nice. i don't mean i want to date him.
i just want him to be my date for everything maybe.
but it is late.. i should sleep.
2 comments:
That is exciting. Something about a fresh start that makes the days ahead seem newer. Like a spring rain.
You sound like you have made a great connection with that man, so nice to find comfort in new friends and fresh ideas, I have a couple friends who I would say I feel the same about, just friends with great insight into each others lives. It is nice
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