it's been awhile...

it's been awhile since i wrote here. or wrote at all for that matter. i should be careful with that. best to write..

so i'll stay away from how busy work has been and briefly state that i am happy. tired sometimes. overwhelmed some days, though i know not to be. just stuff.

it was nice to spend some time without work this weekend. good to catch up on sleep and nice to sit down before it all starts again and write a bit. like always, when you take a break it's hard to get back in. writing is what i'm referring to, though i'm sure the same applies to work. i must remember to know how to get back in always. it's just that the thoughts hit me when i'm driving down a highway and the mustard seeds are starting to colour the landscape against a sky that might storm or in the city when there is a child doing something magnificant that makes me smile out loud. some days i'm close to a coffee shop and some days i'm not. some days i drive out to the brady landfill just to drive somewhere..

time seems to be passing by quicker than i might like.

i keep writing things that shouldn't make it onto the page and then needing to backspace because they are not important or they are rust from not writing.

off to sleep i go, rust in my wheels..