leisure suit larry

i'm glad for this time. my office is in a new room, the girl made the coffee right today, there was time for coffee today..

things i enjoyed most today were: the coffee that was made correctly. the waitress being genuinely happy that i enjoyed the coffee. the weather, more specifically the light and the air. the fresh bread and avacado lunch. helping a new agent get into my listing because he didn't yet have a lock box key. remembering how i excited i was before i got a lockbox key.

sometimes i touch my dog's head and feel lucky to have this little creature walking around my house, eating out of her bowl and wagging her tail at me. lately i have been touching my own head and feeling lucky to be a little creature roaming around on this earth. i think i've been asleep for awhile, forgetting to see my days as possibilities, forgetting to appreciate.

so now i am remembering. that there is not much point in worrying if it can't change anything. that when i don't feel very happy it is only because people don't always feel happy, that learning is important and consistancy in character is worth maintaining. that i love life.

and so if it's like i was asleep, it's also like i woke up somewhere else. on a boat or a train or a passenger seat. i woke up amongst movement and landscape. i woke up in love.