so, he did take care of me, look out for me, protect me. the moment i realized that he had already been doing it, i tried to make sure he did not see that i was crying because it would look silly for me to be crying out of nowhere like that.

it seems like time for this blog to end.. it is filled with old love and things that represent a different time in my life. i think it is time for a new space to write in. i miss writing with a pen. i may bring back the pen. where you can't backspace and all of your mind changing is evident.